?

Log in

the_fyshmyster
10 February 2011 @ 12:39 pm
I think this is the best holland trip ive had yet. I wasnt depressed, I was lost..and seperating myself from everything i knew..helped me find myself again.
I have found myself again. I couldn't ask for more then that.
Im going to miss my home away from home, but I know i'll be back again some day.
 
 
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
 
 
the_fyshmyster
05 November 2007 @ 10:55 am
(I don't wanna know)
I'll go ahead and pour myself a drink
I really couldn't care less what you think
Well I don't have to listen now
Live this day down
If I can't feel a thing
You might as well save your goodbyes
We can give this train wreck one last ride
I'm gonna have to listen now
Live this day down
If I don't make things right
I'll tell you one last time

I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
So save your goodbye kiss
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)

I woke up with a heartbeat in my head
I reached for the bottle by the bed
I saw your side was not slept in
Cold sheets again
Remind me of what you said
We need to take a break for a while
It's been so long since I smiled
I don't wanna listen now
Live this day down
With you so drunk and high
So I'll say goodbye

I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't want to know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over

I don't wanna know it's over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don't wanna know it's over
Cause ignorance is bliss
Now I know I can't stay sober
Cause you left me here like this
I don't wanna know
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
So save your goodbye kiss
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
(I don't wanna know)
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What's in front of me
Cause the vodka's running on empty
I can't stay sober
If it's over
If it's over
I don't wanna know
If it's over
If it's over
I don't wanna know
 
 
the_fyshmyster
24 April 2007 @ 02:59 pm
I liked a guy, for almost 3 years (or maybe I should say 'was in love with'),
and had my heart broken harssshly, multiple times by him.
I finally, was able to move past that, forgive and move on with my life. Completely. Which was a big accomplishment.
But what I have noticed lately, is that it has scarred me no matter if im over it or not, it has shaped the way I deal with people I like now.
I will begin to 'crush' on someone, but will try my best not to. I will assume the worst, just in case the worst does happen. If I get past that, I begin to like the person. I won't tell anyone, because that way if he breaks my heart, then I can pretend i never did like him in the first place. I will constantly argue over wether I really 'like' them or not, and give a million excuses. It tends to not go much farther, because Im too afraid to make it do just that. Im too afraid of being hurt as much as I have before....but I need to move past that.
So, it's time I do.
 
 
Current Mood: calmnumb.
 
 
the_fyshmyster
29 December 2006 @ 08:45 pm
wednesday
at
4 o'clock
i
shall
have
A
fuCKING
HAWK!
 
 
the_fyshmyster
19 December 2005 @ 03:31 pm
peeps..just to let you know i am making my live journal friends only.
except i dont know exactly how. lol but i'll figure it out somehow.
so if u go on here and there are no entries except this one thats why. just log in to ur name..and if ur not on my friends list then just ask me but i probably wont add u. heeheh.
so yeah thats it for now.
cya'll latta
 
 
Current Mood: gigglygiggly
Current Music: run it -chris brown